Bye bye subscription.


edit -- or not! Thank you for the subby <333 you're too kind. ;_;

... is killing me inside. I don't know why it is, but I feel so empty inside, so torn up, is it because I have no social life beyond the computer.

I have my husband, but I don't have friends. I spend time on the computer because of this, because my hubby and I don't *always* spend time together. I feel bad, but at the same time... I need more than just him. Problem is that people around here, don't have the same things in common as I. Yes, I can find plenty who play wow, but beyond wow, there is nothing else.

I am also trying to... eat alittle healthier to improve my mental health. I need more Omega 3s to improve my moodswings, because they're just terrible as of late and I'm getting fustrated over it. I think I roleplay so much because I'm depressed, and need a release from reality.

I miss my friends back in Canada, but I'm also happy in Kentucky. I just need a friend... even just one friend besides my husband to talk to.

Mind you, regardless, RP has always been my obsession. I can't stop it, even the boring ones I'll keep doing. *le sigh* I feel like I'm a pest to everyone though, so I bite my tongue and walk on.

Work depresses me too. Cleaning other people's rooms isn't the greatest job, but it was suited to my schedule, but if hubby decides to go back to days... I rather find another parttime job, or something relating to my art. I really wanna get out there.

Anyway I'm done flooding with a wall of text.

New stuff from now on. I apologize for people if they didn't see this coming. New comic pages (same style, same story however, just different plot) as well as new art.

I am tired of seeing my old crud and want to redo everything.

I am always open for art trades, and comissions.

I think I need to do a total overhaul of my gallery - delete anything old. I also might redo my entire comic from scratch, this is including the older copies might get deleted.

I don't know, there's a lot in there I don't want to see anymore. A lot of pics that leave my mind in memories I rather not have. It's that or start a new account, and I can't bring myself doing that.

Don't know, we'll see. My head hurts right now, I'm sick, and I work tomorrow.

ffffffff. fml.

sorry I've been so busy working lately I haven't had time to do much else. I work tomorrow n Wed as well then sat n sun, which sucks but the break inbetween is nice. I have drawn a bit during my time I am soaking my feet and relaxing, but nothing fancy (besides my Deo n Sally pic)


Work? Work is alright. Time flies fast when doing housekeeping. I work at a nursing home, but it isn't all glamorous. People are nice though and I seem to stop to chat to people a lot, then resume working. I just feel alittle awkward because I'm new, but I've gotten compliments saying I'm a hard worker and I want that to be my confidence to continue working.

Beyond that, I plan to probably work on my comic after Wednesday, or maybe Wednesday night. I've been on WoW a lot and those wondering where my priest is, she's on Alleria as Freyachan (Alliance), and Origins is reborn.

You may as well find me on Astae, 80 Paladin, on Quel`dorei, but soon to be on Alleria. Yes I have two 80s!

Um, my anniversary with hubby is soon but I don't know when we'll celebrate it. It does feel good to have a job again though, putting money into hubby's account and now we don't have many worries. I still feel alittle odd and anxious before I work, but I'm doing it for my husband.

Soon, I hope to update with some arts. <3